Tuesday, December 30, 2014



A Word on Abortion:
The Inquisition and The Holocaust

This World, and its fulfillment, is a high risk pregnancy for Israel.
Carrying this Baby to term has been long and difficult and very painful for us.
During the Inquisition and the time of the Expulsion of the Jews from Spain and Portugal, a cataclysm occurred. There was a rift in agreement about whether or not to continue the Pregnancy to term or abort you. Israel was tired and in pain, having gone through many painful stages in the History of Man. There were, at the highest levels of Israel, those who were saying: "Enough! We do not have to suffer like this. Let Us come out of incarnation. Enough is enough. We have suffered enough."
A fearsome meeting of all of the Souls of Israel took place and those who argued for the continuation of this Pregnancy spoke and those who argued for its termination spoke.
Had the decision been taken to discontinue the Pregnancy, Israel would have come out of incarnation as Human beings, returned to being God the uncreated, and the creation would have been obliterated by the sheer force of the Revelation, which the Creation was nowhere near ready to withstand.
Those who called for the continuation of the Pregnancy made the stronger argument, and We continued to carry you.
Those Souls who called for the termination of the Pregnancy at the time of the Inquisition, acceded to the arguments of those who called to continue the Pregnancy and saw that they had been wrong. And they repented. To prove to themselves that they had repented of aborting you because you cause us so much pain, they underwent The Holocaust. At the time of the Holocaust, there were no voices calling for the abortion of this World. None. The decision to carry you to term was unanimous.
Israel will not test itself like that again. There is no need to and the decision to continue carrying this World to term despite the pain has also rendered us wise enough not to need to test OurSelves like that again. We have passed the stage at which we think we need to prove our determination by withstanding pain. That also means that you are now able to live in a world in which mettle is not proven by withstanding pain. There are still echoes in creation of the thinking that pain tests one's mettle, but the higher way We have decided upon is to learn to withstand the full force of Joy.
The time has come for you to learn to withstand an intensity of Joy that has never before been revealed to this World. You must be able to withstand the full Revelation of the Light of Joy in order to be born. And for that you must work on steadily increasing your ability to withstand the influx of Joy that will be revealed with the event of your Birth.

Monday, December 29, 2014



WHY ISRAEL IS THE HOLY LAND AND WHY WE JEWS MUST LIVE HERE

What I am about to say should not be construed as support for the State apparatus.
If you ask most Jews who believe that Israel is the Holy Land, they will tell you because God said so. That's not a very convincing response for those who don't believe in God or don't believe that the Jews have any special claim to Israel.
The answer isn't convincing because it is given by Jews who are so deep into the task they have taken upon themselves in Creation, that they do not remember at all that they are God incarnate. They speak from the belief of amnesia, not from knowing. They do not know that God's Names are the Names of Israel and so they speak about God as some unimaginably transcendent Other. That is the illusion that God must take upon Itself in order to remain manifest in a Body, until such time as the Body is purified enough to be able to remember Who it is that is incarnate in that Body and be able to remain manifest while being in a state of Self-Knowing.

The reason that the Land of Israel is Holy is because this is where Our Fathers and Our Mothers lived and learned and toiled and acted in the world here. This is where They sanctified their Bodies and Their Spirits to the point of being strong enough vessels for God to live in.
During that process, Their Bodies respired, shed old cells, and built new cells. If They were not yet at the point of having an eternally existing Body, this is where They died and this is where They were buried and Their Bodies made the Land Holy with Their efforts when they decomposed into the earth.

Everything They did, They did for the sake of the Creation – to increase Holiness in the Creation. That which They did not accomplish in their lifetimes, they commissioned us, Their Descendants and their Redeemers, to do for Them.

In this Land, the light we see in is the light of awareness Our Mothers and Our Fathers created. The air is suffused with Their Holy Spirit. The Land is fertilized with the Holiness of their Bodies which lie within it.

Israel is Holy Land because the The King of Kings, The Holy One, became manifest in the Bodies of our Mothers and our Fathers and labored in the Creation to make the Creation a fitting vessel for the full Revelation. We must be here in order to carry on that work. We need the basis of the Holiness of our Fathers and our Mothers laid. We need to live in the groundwork and the framework they laid and They need us to finish Their work. We need to learn in Their light, breathe Their Spirit and sit in the dust of Their feet and acquire Holy strength by eating the Fruits of Their labors.

When we have acquired sufficient Self/God consciousness, it will then spread out over the entire Creation. For the time being, while most of us are still reduced to the level of Human consciousness, it is better that we live in this Land together so that we may, little by little, be reminded by one another of Who We Are.


Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

Wednesday, December 24, 2014



CHRISTMAS SPECIAL -
THE TRUTH THAT WILL SET YOU FREE

The Problem with the world is not the banking system, isn't the world of big business, isn't the government. It isn't even evil.

The Problem in the world is sadness.

As The Creator would have it, the world is brought into being with the Hebrew language. The Hebrew language, as pronounced through the bodies of the Jews, are "the vibes" that bring all phenomena into being. That's how it's done. The Jews learn and as they learn, so phenomena, all phenomena, come into being.

The Problem is: the Hebrew word for sadness is the same word as the word for forming concrete, durable phenomena. So, a Jew who is sad will not only bring sad phenomena into being, the phenomena are going to be very massive and obdurate because the effect of the fact that it's being created together with that Jews sadness multiply one another because they are the same word. (This can be corrected for, but that is another discussion).

Jews aren't bad at base, but we are sad at base. HaSatan is not essential evil. It is essential Sadness and, it is "antecedent" to Joy in existence.

The light of Creation is the Discovery of Joy in the heart of God. The discovery of a spark of Joy in an endless , unfathomable abyss of Sadness is reason for Cosmic Celebration. The discovery of that Joy is what causes HaSatan to become God, and Our Name is changed accordingly.
I am not describing a one-time occurrence. I am speaking of something that is Eternally true and Eternally occurring.

You, the Gentiles, are Created out of that spark of Joy. It is the force of Your Lives and the Power You find in YourSelves. The discovery of God finding the spark of Joy within unimaginable Sadness is what You were born from. Your are forged from that spark whose light extends from the Beginning of the Creation to No End. The correct pronunciation of Goy is Joy. Joy is what You are. From that spark of Joy, every beautiful and good thing for Your Delight is also created continuously to sustain You and to help You in every way.

There is nothing that a Father and a Mother take more Delight in than the Joy of their Child. God the uncreated is Your Father. And Israel is Your Mother. The Torah is what You call terra – the ground from which You are in beauty formed.

Be Happy then.  Be Joyful. Be happy for the sake of the Creation. Delight in the delightful and share it. Notice the beauty and make it that which You concentrate on. Make the conscious decision to seek out Joy and to notice it and to share it and to multiply it. Be fruitful in Joy and multiply Joy.

ב"ה

פתרום בעיות הממסד

רבותי ואחי היקרים מכל, הבעיה אינה עולם העסקים או הממשלה, ולא מערכת המשפטים או רווחה. הבעיה בעולמנו היא העצב.
רוב היהודים אינם רעים. אבל, רובנו עצובים והעצב העמוק ההמוני שלנו גורם למצבים עצובים להתיצב מולנו.
שימו לב עתה ללשון במשפטים הבאים. (כל מה שאני אומרת כאן נכון גם ליהודיות, אפילו עוד יותר). כשיהודי עצוב  הוא מעצב מצבים בהם העצב מעוצב ועצום. המצב נראה לנו כאילו הוא קים בפני עצמו כי הוא מעוצב ויציב כל כך. אולם, הוא עוצב ע"י העצב שלנו והוא יכול להתמוסס בהדרגה ע"י שמחתנו.
יהודי עשוי לשאול: איך אני יכול להיות שמח? רווחה לקחו את ילדי! או: אני כבול בזרועות של הוצאה לפועל! את מציעה לי לשמוח?! או: אני חולה וסובל מכאבים! איך אוכל להיות שמח?
כל השאלות נובעות מהאשליה ששמחה היא תגובה למצבים. שמחה, יותר מאהבה, *חייבת* להיות בלתי תלויה בשום דבר. רק כאשר יהודי יכול לצוות על לבו להיות שמח, למרות הכל, הוא מתקשר עם כח השמחה מכל דור ודור. טמונים בנו כל הזכרונות של לימודי כל היהודים מכל דור, וכל החכמה של הדורות הבאים כבר קיימת בנו. אנו יכולים להתקשר עם כל חכמה ושמחה אלה והכח בהן לאין ערוך יותר חזק מכל המערכות הקיימות בדור זה בלבד.
עלינו להטיל שמחה בלב לא מפני שהיא נעימה. אף אחד לא רוצה ליהנות כשהאהוב והיקר מכל סובל. אנו מטילים שמחה בלב כי השמחה מרחיבה את מודעותנו וממקום של שמחה אנו יכולים לראות אפשרויות שאנו לא רואים במוחין הקטנות של  עצב וצער. זאת לא רחמנות להזדהות עם הסבל של הזולת ע"י הטלת סבל  על עצמנו. זאת העצה של היצר הרע. אנו לא מצילים אדם מהבור ע"י קפיצה אל תוך הבור. אנו חייבים להיות מעל הבור כדי להציל אותו.
הנסיון להלחם במוסדות הרשע בכעסים, בעצב ובשינאה לגביהם נכשל, כושל וייכשל כי ה"אנרגיה השלילית" שלנו דווקא מיצבת את המצב בעצב.
רק כשאנו יכולים לעורר שמחה בלב, אנו מתחילים להמיס את המצבים העצובים שלנו ואנו רואים יותר אפשרויות לפעול הכוללות יותר פוטנציאל להיטיב את המצב.

Sunday, December 21, 2014

ב"ה


פך שמן


פך = 580 = פרש = שפר


שמן = 1040 = קמץ = מקץ = ספר מלכים
=
עלץ לי = מולידים כל דור ועד = כל דור ועד נולדים
=
הגניזה כל דור נולדים


פרוש נכון = 1362 = 363 =המשיח = ספר החי


לפרש נכונה את ספר מלכים הוא המבחן. העובר את המבחן מגיע למדרגה הנקראת המשיח = ספר החי. הפרוש הנכון של ספר מלכים הוא שמן המשחה.


ב"ה


שמונה ימים


אדם = 605 = כל בית ישראל אם
 1604 = 605


האדם = 610 = ים = רבבות = דרות = עמך
=
כל בית ישראל האם = כל בית ישראל רות


שמונה = את = 401 = ישעיהו = קרן הנשמה
= 1400 = 401 =
גנזתי לך הנשמה = גנזתי לך כל ספרי
=
קרן כל ספרי = כל ספרי עלץ = עלץ כל עפר


ימים = 660 = סתר = כל האדם
=
כל דרות = כל עמך


שמונה ימים = 1061 = את כל האדם
=
את כל דרות = את כל עמך
=
ישעיהו כל עמך = בני = 62 = הבנה
=
עלץ אני = עלץ הנאה = אנו קרן כל בית ישראל
=  2060 = 62

ב"ה

חנכה 

חנה = 63 = בונה = נביא = בכל חג
= חג אליהו

חנכה = 83 = כחנה = יגע = יגלמ = סוד אהבה
= סוד אחד = נהיה אחד
= אב לכל = לכל אב = בא ועד

להדליק = 179 = עקדה = ילד קהל
= יגאל קהל = סוד גו המלכה
= נהיה גו המלכה = נוליד עדה
= צאצאי אהבה = אגד צאצאי
= נהיה גוי נולד = נהיה הוגה מוליד
= נהיה יודע חוה = יודע סוד חוה
= היינו ונהיה יחד = אנכי הגה פה
= היינו הגה פה

היינו = 81 = אנכי = כסא = קרן הגניזה
= 1080 = 81

את = 401 = ישעיהו = קרן הנשמה
= 1400 = 401 = גנזתי לך הנשמה = גנזתי לך כל ספרי
= קרן כל ספרי = כל ספרי עלץ = עלץ כל עפר

המנרה = 300 = ש = כפר = מכל דור
= אני זוכר העלץ = 1299 = 300 =
= אני זוכר הקרן = זכרוני בה
= זכרונה בי = הוא זכרונה
= זכרונה טמון בכל דר
= זכרוני כל ספר התורה
= לברא בניה = תקן לב בניה
= דור נולד = מוליד דור

דעו זאת אחי היקרים מכל: כל הגה פה ותנועת גוף של כל יהודי ויהודיה בוראים את העולם ומציבים את עתיד צאצאינו. נכון, הבחירה חופשית. אולם, המצבים שצאצאינו ימצאו את עצמם בם אנו קבענו במעשינו. יהי רצון שיראת השמים תהיה עלינו תמיד.
חג חנכה שמח לכל עם ישראל.

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Wednesday, December 17, 2014



The Truth About The Relationship Between The Jews and The Gentiles
One of the most poorly understood Teachings is the truth that it is the task of the Jews to learn Torah and the task of the Gentiles to work in the world.
This sounds in the ears of angry people in constricted consciousness like this means that the Gentiles are meant to be the slaves of the Jews who do nothing but learn while the Gentiles slave away. Nothing could be further from the truth.
The Truth is, it is the Jews who labor in learning Torah so that the Gentiles may have a world in which you can work in joy, play in with delight and share with one another in love. The Jews who labor in Torah have no need for the labor of the Gentiles. It is we who are creating everything in the world out of The Void. The Jews create the Creation. What need have we for your servitude? On the highest levels of learning Torah, a Jew can create anything. In truth, it is we who do the hardest of labor for Your enjoyment. Learning Torah is infinitely more laborious than working in the creation. Magical thinking has it that God just wills the world into being effortlessly. In fact, it is the Jews who were commissioned to do this and it is long, constant labor. We labor for you, not the other way around.
We, the Jews, create the world. You, the Gentiles, enjoy that world - if you are wise. One of the gifts we give you is free choice. You have the free choice to be joyful or not, to live in gratitude or not.
What does the world look like to the Gentile who accepts this Truth? It looks like this:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U_elxDLa7w0
Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com